OraL...anD thE thinGs...

berX... oraL was a Big messed uP todae..dunno wad to sae duriinG the oral lo...shiT laH.. thinK goin To fail lah.. mY invigilator Was Miss WONG lehx...haiz...but nevermind .. hope that MY oraL will paSs lo...theN beforE oraL start .. i the mOrninG... MdM wee Call Us ouT... ppL like Valerie Loh...Ying Mae... jocelyn Ng... Jun Jie.....mE.... anD leoNad..... saeing that we were selected to Enter the DebatinG comPetitIon... but dunnO y ..leHx... dON feel like ...dabate.. the feelIng is verY scarY... worsE then Oral... worse then Presenting soMething.. haiz.. preViouSly.. saeinG abouT backstabberS anD conflicts...Todae dunnO...waD to Sae...yA...oK i wIll staRt...liKe thiS...i reaLLy doN underStand wiTh soMe peOple...suddenLy..will ScolD me Or ignore Me theN afteR thaT happY haPPy plaYPlaY with Me...reallI dunnO...haiZ.. TheN alsO...y sOme peOple couLdn'T jusT waiT for hiS friendSSS.. to finiSH doIng thE stuFFs...theN sOme othEr peoPle wouLd reaLLy waiT for theM... haI two differEnt.. KInd of pEopLe..soMetimEs neeD heLP.. but couldn't geT helP...SometiMEs dunNo..Y somethinGs haS beeN botherinG me...anD i wanted asK it Out buT jusT couldn't...scarE thinGs wouLd juSt go wrOng...buT... eveN wiThoUT i asKing.. the PeoPle sholUld stIL be aBle to guEss waN... Ya ClariSSa ... This Is a SpeciaL messaGE for U .... HahA... loNG timE no See U .. MISses U lotS... thanKS foR everYtHinG..juSt coME to SchoOl anD visiTs us... HAha..

Conflicts..N StiLL Conflicts...

BerX... conflicts are alwaYs happening around the School...but still i don realli like to have conflicts so that is Y i didn't care about some things..if i ka por go care about these things ... some people sure will sae me one...( backstabbers again..) where i don like it... yesterdaY ... really don knoW.. suddenly felt very helpless coz can't GET anY HELP from anybody...then cried lo... then after that just hack care.. then go sleep liao... then wake up at 4.30am.. to prepare myself...coz nobody wanted to help me wad.. see wad a helpless person.. trying to find help .. but couldn't... haiz... who cares.. nevermind...n NEVERMIND...lo...sometimes really can;t understand people one lehx.. aren;t friends suppose to help each other...haiz nevermind.. maybe i been thinking too much...then after that today went to school lo... after findinG mY school uNIforM...then reacH schooL about 7.40 luckily...then went to NUS for competition lo.. haiz the presentation was still ok... haha but the answring of the judges questions .. was like shit.. coz nobody know hoe to answer ... then onli fish tried to answer lo...after that see the Gerrie's group present.. then also almost the same same one.. cannot answer the judges questions.. haha.. after that went out of the theatre to tok... then tok alotalot of stuffs.. lahx... but almosts everything is about conflicts n conflicts n Conflicts.... dunno y this year got so many conflicts... y can't we all be peaceful n stay as united one... now is like a flat sand ... all separated one lor...haiz.. really dunno wad to sae about the thing lar.. but let me tell u all ... i won't care a single thing about the conflicts and stuffs...just go do wad i am suppose to do then can liao...after that we stay until one plus... lor.. then actually 12 plus must go for high five course . but cannot coz MissY tay wanna asK us to stay at NUS to learn our mistakes from better schools...that are presenting..then we stay lor.. so sorrY guYs for notgoing to the High fivE couRse..haha during the competition.. very coincidencely saw two of my high five cousres mates in the competition..Lim li Zhen n haha sorry forget the other one liao...then wait for the bus to fetch us go back lor... then in the bus.. fell asleep.. then someone e=went to go take pictures.. haiz...yo.. haha but very funny...reach Aljunied MRT station then go find Mr Jo with Fishy..Jocelyn ng...n Wang Boon..haha return the camera..haha ( camera got alot of our Pictures) then Mr JO lon pan us toMarine Parade...go walkwalk...then after that ..playplay lo...aiyo then come home liao.. but very stupid leh ... i went to take bus 55 to hougang one.. then sleep in bus .. sleep until reach toBISHAN interchange...then i was cursing and swearing lo.. go until so far.. haiz.. then take alot of time then reach back to SengkanG...then go eaT dinner.... haha western Food... verY nice..but full also.. sure Gain alot of weight one....haha so i write till here lahx... verY long liao..saYo...

THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness..

THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness...

After being friends...(good friends) many things just started to happened... backstabbing people... toking bad about friends.. quarelling... jus too many bad things happened...haiz... now i am Sec. 3 and the past few year and months...after promoting to the EXP. reali didn't know ... whether did i regret goin to EXP. or not...did misss the times beinh in NA. it was so much fun ... ( not saeing NA .oR EXP is bad) After being promoted ... i know many people had been toking bad about me .. keep backstabbing me.. include my closest friend..it really make me feel dissapointed and sad... They are the ones who encouraged me to go for it...and then they backstab me after i had promoted.. i really dunno wad did i do to make them backstab me...izzit because i had my new friends and i neglected them ... or becoz i was proud and show off to them.. And the fact is i dunno how to face them.. that is y i din't tok or mix around with them when i was in Sec.2... haiz ... this may be a misunderstanding..but still till Sec. 3 i suspected many people are still toking bad about me...backstabbing me...not only..that i still suspected some close friends of mY class this year are backstabbing..me .. but Y.. buncH of backstabbers...reali didn't know that all of this people would do this to me.. i may not be sure if those backstabbers are reali u all.. or not.. but i hope that all of u would be truthful to me.. and sae the things u don;t like about me infront of me.. u know..a person knowing that his closest friends had backstabbed him.. it is so painful and sad.. this person can't concentrate doing his work.. but keep thinking only y did u all wanted to tok bad the person or backstabbed...i reali gained no trust towards my friends..?? And Y dIdn;t they tried to trust me..?? Friends aren;t suppose to help anD trust each other....?? WaD a buncH of backstabberS...some of my closest friends have started to avoid me.. n it is so .....i can't express the feeling.. out... but .. i think some people should know how does it feel... ritez... To Be Continued...

THE PAST...MEMORIES

THE PAST:

Started off with strangers...Everybody looks quiet and innocent...
Nobody dares to talk a single word.. Slowly... Days past... and Strangers...
Began to beCome friEnds.. slowly.. we talk more... slowly... we play together more...
slowly...we make fun of others...slowly..we started to trust our new friends... slowly...
we went to each others house to play...slowly...we began to do group projects...and then slowly.. we became good friends...These memories are unforgettable...and I WIll KeeP it Close tO mY hearT...i Hope no MatteR waD haD haPpeneD.. We are stiLl the Cute, InnoCents, ChilDisH, FunnY, Jokey, anD cloSe frIends... To Be Continued.....

TadaH.. todaE is The SundaY.. suppoSe to Be a Day for resting at Home anD not doIng anythiNg...buT todaE for me seeMs so Different.... GOing to different Places to Do waD i neeD to Do...Like The ChemistrY CompetitiON and The PrefecTs danCe... The PrefecTs DanCe waS a Last MinUte practice TodaE... anD i thiNk it was a verY coCked up practice ... verY little people came for it...But i thiNk its OKaee... i haD told The prefecTS... thE danCe for Tommorrow Audition...maY not Be successfUl... buT Still we haD the great Time for the Whole Day.. funnY danCe and jOkes.. hahaz..This Was Actually A so Called BondinG sessioN for thesE few prefects i haD with Me...thEY were fuunY anD eaSY goiNG laHx...But no Matter Don taKe so Seriously If we Didn't geT in...cOZ We kNow it IS a lat minutE dance Practice For verybody... This Few PrefecTS.. wanNA saE thaT u alL haD trieD youR best In LearniNg the Dance.. No matter waD... tried yoUr besT in everYthing...reaLly quitE happY laHx.. Then Todae haLfway of the Dance actually .... went to Singapore Post to meeT up With Fishy anD Jocelyn ng..to do up thE chemisTry coMpetitiOn..haHAz but Not mUCh thInGS doNe.. but still we would Tried ouR besT in all these ChemistrY comPetitiOn... HopE everYthing goes Well Lahx.. Tommorrow Is geography tesT .. And i Actually Thought I had Lost My textbooK... and it was actually With FishY.. haha ... so canNot leaRn GeographY lo.. Then JusT wait To faIl geOgraphy.. tml lahX..
so Need To go liaO ... Mummy ChasiNG me off bacK to Marine CrescEnt..liaO.. sayoNarA.. ByeBye..

some daYs has past..teachers day is coming.. stressed again.. so much things need to do..haiz. the prefect dance... the class performance.... the choir performance for teachers day.. haiz... all items still not ready and the following monday and tuesday is the audition...really very scare and streessed about it..still... next week is like a TEST WEEK ...the following monday got Geography test... then tuesdaY got chinese test and then english test n then social studies test... then friday still got chemistry test....thne is like wau lau ... packed lor.. still got chemistry competition .... die die liao.....In school... still the ame thing lahx.. normal.... in school lor... only sometimes hear jokes then laugh ... if not sleeping in class liao....seldom really go joke with friends liao... days past by... making me more to be a quiter person.....Still have to sae....frenz are reali important..let see wat t say.....ok.... two days ago which was the wednesday...suppose to stay at home and study... but couldn't stop goin out so ... decided to go outings ... then they decided go eat sakae sushi..haha
then we go eat lo... too bad .... after i eat ... i went straight to the toilet and vomit wadeve i had eaten beforre.... see ... such a watse.... haiz.....then take photos... then many things happebed on that day.. lahx... On that day.. saw evelyn ... tootz... and minz.....went out together... so qiao.. haha.... then after that saw gunpin ( sorrie dunno how to spell) at funan mall.... isn't is cool... then thursday...haha went for school lo... tAAF club ran 12 rounds .... siao... i almost faintesd.... but nvm... still can take it lahx... haha.. todae.. worse... been a fool waiting for my friend tilll 7 plus bahx... then calll my friend...then he sae he reached home liao... hiaz,.... a fool is really a fool... i can;t blame others .... bakx.. hahax.....

ta dah... hi everybody... sorry again for the late post...emm... so where did i stop at...?? ar huh... the school anniversary thingy... it is all over for the school anniversary stuffs ... n everybody did a great job.. haha thats wad i think lahx...so during the school anniversary day.. haiz many things happened la... n it is reali sadden n dissapointd to reali say it out to you all lahx.. (those ppl who r at singapore post should know wad had happened...) haha though it is like so long liao... but this kind of incident will not be forgotten from my memories inside my mind...haiz... it is a reali bad memory lahx... then that had happened in the afternoon than go back to school for anniversary liao.. that time was wow... busy ar... very body congcong mangmang one haha .. very cute one...after the whole anniversry ... i rush to eat dinner with my frenz at the kallang mac...then someone still angry...so go comfort him n tok to him lorx...but always hor this person hor won't reply one... only know how to sae dunno...this person also quite cutecute one.. redred rounrround..haha.. know him since secondary 1 one...quite close friendship bahx... can be trusted.. nice knowing him as a good friend lahx... but dunno y so many ppl quarrel lehx ... haiz...quarelling is reali no good... though the quarell may be over but the cold war is still on.. reali dunno wad to do... for me i will just go n tag along with this two groups n maybe just stay neutral lahx.. but maybe not.. depends on the situation haha.. dunno how to plan for futher outings with them next time lehx... reali made me feel so down lorx...then these few weeks quite slack lahx...always go out with my friends lahx... then in school haha epecially lessons time go orh orh (sleep) one...so always never listen to physics lessons... then test come... last minute study.. haha... then very funny one... i last minute then know the method to find pressure...jus before the test... haiz...think this physics test will flung again...i hav flung one test which is the moment n hope not to fail again ....but very scare lahx.. never fail my physics last time one lehx... after term 3 .. physic started to dropped alot...then this week the biology test hor... got 2 part one... one is miss quek teach the other one is mr johari teach one... then both paper is 20 marks n i only got 11 marks for mr johari topic test paper... n he wrote down PLS SEE ME... hoho i sure know something will soon happen.. haha but i haven go see him yet so i think he may forget one liao... But nevrmind i this holidays will erm... concentrate study on physics n biology... haha..erm.. for other subjects still ok worx.. can manage bahx... but jus hope that everything will soon be over lahx... haha for the frenz thing and the outings nehx... haiz... jus hope that everything will go as pernormal lahx.. reali don wanna see broken frindships around... mus be very hurt one...aiyo that that al lahx... this post i think is the longest of all lehx..haha..