MiNe HoPEs anD taRgeTs

tatAh... i Am FinaLLy blOgginG reaGulaRly... hOpe thaT i cAn Go oN liKe This... todaY is The firsT the SecconD sChoOl teRm aNd wasn'T reaLly HappY wiTh toDaYs scHool Day.. Got BacK threE teSt papErs... woW wonderFul.. GuEss wAd!!!! i DiDn'T reaLly do WelL for MinE ExaMs.. expEcted it to BE laH.. MinE chEmistRy.. goT onlY 55.. ( wow GreaT ritE.. BaH! ) theN mIne sOciaL studiEs got ImproVemenT woR.. haHa i GoT a B4 ( yaY!! ) theN minE phYsics gOnnA B4 alSo hahA i Didnn"T expecT to pAsS miNE phYsiCs lO... My GraPh hoR alSO do Like alMosT wronG lO.. duNNo wHy.. i StudY for ChemIStrY ( thOugh did Not stuDy finisH ) buT i DId NOT stuDy for PhysiCs.. WherE the ExaMS shoWn thAt i diD beTter in MinE phYsiCs.. Wow I waS surpriseD lo... tHEn Now leFt wiTh biOlogY anD geoGraphy.. hoPe thaT i caN geT awaY with This tWo papErs.. HopEs... nOw wanna Share miNE hOpes.. i HopE wAd evEr thaT is MovIng noW wiLl moVe smooThlY.. ThouGh somE thinGs aRE noT yeT reaLly SEttleD.. ( Some PEopLe shouLD KNow This ) theN waNNa dO weLl for MinE miD yeaRS lo whICh wilL thuS liNk miNE TarGEts too.. HahA.. I waNna cOntinUE thiS CurreNt liFe anD nEveR wanNa geT aFFectEd.. ThaNks to Some PeoPle whO Had Cheer Me uP anD give GuidiaNCe to mE.. ( HeY duDes.. ThaNKs maN ).. TaRgeTs aR.. AhHa teLl You anD yoU woN Believe It.. i waNna taRget for 14 pointS foR mINe L1R5 anD 10 poinTs for L1B4.. hahA hopE thaT this caN reaLLy haPPen.. miracleS!!. ToDaE thouGh scHooL waS a Little siaN.. buT fUn waS duRing reCess anD aftEr schOol.. RecEss WaS witH Yi TinG caI xIn anD SenG weI... theN got Tok toK a LittlE bit.. theN saE sOmethinG untIl verY funnY anD saRcasTic.. SenG weI lo.. ( I dOn thiNK he Will Do thIS kINd of ThinGS.. aHhaHA.. ) theN After scHool I.. Yi TinG.. Cai Xin.. Yu YUe.. ZeUS... Ling Hui..wE weNt to CanteeN to Eat anD tOK craP anD plaY eacH othEr lO.. Some ThInGs reaLLy VerY funNy Lo.. Lols... ( riteZ.. Ppl.. aHhaha ) Now CurreNtly At fren hoUSe doIn proJEct worK ahAhha got WorK to Do liaO.. cyA.. GhaIst noR boglE shaU toU feaR... AdIOs...

MinE sAdnesS

CoulD anyONe jusT teLl me WaD is haPpening. I FounD ouT thaT i SeldOm go out Now wiTh cErtaIn pEoplE.. I locKed mYselF at HomE.. whY..?? I feel tireD.. whIle noT blaMinG anyboDy... beCauSe of This.. I fouND ouT thaT i aM deProvinG.. sUddenlY i ForgeT everYthinG.. TimE reallY pasT thaT fasT.. No onE eveN knoW thaT we Are reaLl y SecondarY 4 liaO.. i waNna Go bacK to The pAsT.. TooBaD.. thErE is No chanCE for ThIs * MiRaclE* to HappeN.. mm.. ThiNKing Too MucH or Wad..i ReaLly duNno.. BuT waD i waNna dO is To cheRisH the Times TogetheR noW.. i HoPe thaT thiS wouLD gO On smooThly.. I juSt feeL thAt i Don BelonG heRe.. a PLace wiTh laughteRs anD smIlez.. eVen thoUGh PeopLe thiNks that i laUgh alOt.. somEtiMEs i reLly doN feEl likE laugHing.. buT i hAd tOo.. maYbe i woUld gO to A PlacE wiTh daRknesS and Hide myselF uP.. remaIn siLent anD never SmIle.. WiLL iT bE a Good idEa.. i reallY duNNo.. SchOOl TeRm staRts agaIn.. meanIng worK wiLl staRt to Increase and ThE nUmber of daYS to O leveLs has leSsen... AnD i ReaLLy dOn waNna It to HappeN.. LiFe... ThIs waD mINe liFe wIll be.. CoulD anyonE Or will anYone Can chanGe mINe lIfe.. Mine anSwer MayBE a NO... i ReaLly dUnno.. I couldn'T differenTiatE thinGS waD is RitE and Wad iS wronG.. I realLy duNno.. Life is haRsh aNd tiring.. SweetNess wOuldn't laSt long BUt the BitterNess wIll lasT theRe For a CertaiN anD longEr timE.. nobOdy KNows wAd Will HappeN.. YoU see Him HerE toDae u Will Not See hiM for The resT of the life neXt thE nexT day.. whY.. whY is it lIKE thaT... But We sTill Gonna CherisH ouR lifes and LiVe to The FullesT.. buT... But......wHO can HeLP me WiTh it tOo.. wHO wiLL be willIng to CompanY me And LiVE minE liFe to the FullesT.. tHInKINg ToO MucH AGaIN.. i WaNNna laUgh anD reaLLy lauGh ouT loUd but i coUldn'T.. noboDy couLD reallY unDerstaND me reaLLy.. But i reaLly hopE and SomedaY reallY fiND oNe Or two or Even thrEe who can understanD me betTER.. reaLly waNna thaT to HappenS.. sAddenS.. aND saDness is One thinG i goTta Sae That it IS diffIcult to Get Rid oFf..... ADioS..