MinE sAdnesS

CoulD anyONe jusT teLl me WaD is haPpening. I FounD ouT thaT i SeldOm go out Now wiTh cErtaIn pEoplE.. I locKed mYselF at HomE.. whY..?? I feel tireD.. whIle noT blaMinG anyboDy... beCauSe of This.. I fouND ouT thaT i aM deProvinG.. sUddenlY i ForgeT everYthinG.. TimE reallY pasT thaT fasT.. No onE eveN knoW thaT we Are reaLl y SecondarY 4 liaO.. i waNna Go bacK to The pAsT.. TooBaD.. thErE is No chanCE for ThIs * MiRaclE* to HappeN.. mm.. ThiNKing Too MucH or Wad..i ReaLly duNno.. BuT waD i waNna dO is To cheRisH the Times TogetheR noW.. i HoPe thaT thiS wouLD gO On smooThly.. I juSt feeL thAt i Don BelonG heRe.. a PLace wiTh laughteRs anD smIlez.. eVen thoUGh PeopLe thiNks that i laUgh alOt.. somEtiMEs i reLly doN feEl likE laugHing.. buT i hAd tOo.. maYbe i woUld gO to A PlacE wiTh daRknesS and Hide myselF uP.. remaIn siLent anD never SmIle.. WiLL iT bE a Good idEa.. i reallY duNNo.. SchOOl TeRm staRts agaIn.. meanIng worK wiLl staRt to Increase and ThE nUmber of daYS to O leveLs has leSsen... AnD i ReaLLy dOn waNna It to HappeN.. LiFe... ThIs waD mINe liFe wIll be.. CoulD anyonE Or will anYone Can chanGe mINe lIfe.. Mine anSwer MayBE a NO... i ReaLly dUnno.. I couldn'T differenTiatE thinGS waD is RitE and Wad iS wronG.. I realLy duNno.. Life is haRsh aNd tiring.. SweetNess wOuldn't laSt long BUt the BitterNess wIll lasT theRe For a CertaiN anD longEr timE.. nobOdy KNows wAd Will HappeN.. YoU see Him HerE toDae u Will Not See hiM for The resT of the life neXt thE nexT day.. whY.. whY is it lIKE thaT... But We sTill Gonna CherisH ouR lifes and LiVe to The FullesT.. buT... But......wHO can HeLP me WiTh it tOo.. wHO wiLL be willIng to CompanY me And LiVE minE liFe to the FullesT.. tHInKINg ToO MucH AGaIN.. i WaNNna laUgh anD reaLLy lauGh ouT loUd but i coUldn'T.. noboDy couLD reallY unDerstaND me reaLLy.. But i reaLly hopE and SomedaY reallY fiND oNe Or two or Even thrEe who can understanD me betTER.. reaLly waNna thaT to HappenS.. sAddenS.. aND saDness is One thinG i goTta Sae That it IS diffIcult to Get Rid oFf..... ADioS..