THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness..
THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness...
After being friends...(good friends) many things just started to happened... backstabbing people... toking bad about friends.. quarelling... jus too many bad things happened...haiz... now i am Sec. 3 and the past few year and months...after promoting to the EXP. reali didn't know ... whether did i regret goin to EXP. or not...did misss the times beinh in NA. it was so much fun ... ( not saeing NA .oR EXP is bad) After being promoted ... i know many people had been toking bad about me .. keep backstabbing me.. include my closest friend..it really make me feel dissapointed and sad... They are the ones who encouraged me to go for it...and then they backstab me after i had promoted.. i really dunno wad did i do to make them backstab me...izzit because i had my new friends and i neglected them ... or becoz i was proud and show off to them.. And the fact is i dunno how to face them.. that is y i din't tok or mix around with them when i was in Sec.2... haiz ... this may be a misunderstanding..but still till Sec. 3 i suspected many people are still toking bad about me...backstabbing me...not only..that i still suspected some close friends of mY class this year are backstabbing..me .. but Y.. buncH of backstabbers...reali didn't know that all of this people would do this to me.. i may not be sure if those backstabbers are reali u all.. or not.. but i hope that all of u would be truthful to me.. and sae the things u don;t like about me infront of me.. u know..a person knowing that his closest friends had backstabbed him.. it is so painful and sad.. this person can't concentrate doing his work.. but keep thinking only y did u all wanted to tok bad the person or backstabbed...i reali gained no trust towards my friends..?? And Y dIdn;t they tried to trust me..?? Friends aren;t suppose to help anD trust each other....?? WaD a buncH of backstabberS...some of my closest friends have started to avoid me.. n it is so .....i can't express the feeling.. out... but .. i think some people should know how does it feel... ritez... To Be Continued...
After being friends...(good friends) many things just started to happened... backstabbing people... toking bad about friends.. quarelling... jus too many bad things happened...haiz... now i am Sec. 3 and the past few year and months...after promoting to the EXP. reali didn't know ... whether did i regret goin to EXP. or not...did misss the times beinh in NA. it was so much fun ... ( not saeing NA .oR EXP is bad) After being promoted ... i know many people had been toking bad about me .. keep backstabbing me.. include my closest friend..it really make me feel dissapointed and sad... They are the ones who encouraged me to go for it...and then they backstab me after i had promoted.. i really dunno wad did i do to make them backstab me...izzit because i had my new friends and i neglected them ... or becoz i was proud and show off to them.. And the fact is i dunno how to face them.. that is y i din't tok or mix around with them when i was in Sec.2... haiz ... this may be a misunderstanding..but still till Sec. 3 i suspected many people are still toking bad about me...backstabbing me...not only..that i still suspected some close friends of mY class this year are backstabbing..me .. but Y.. buncH of backstabbers...reali didn't know that all of this people would do this to me.. i may not be sure if those backstabbers are reali u all.. or not.. but i hope that all of u would be truthful to me.. and sae the things u don;t like about me infront of me.. u know..a person knowing that his closest friends had backstabbed him.. it is so painful and sad.. this person can't concentrate doing his work.. but keep thinking only y did u all wanted to tok bad the person or backstabbed...i reali gained no trust towards my friends..?? And Y dIdn;t they tried to trust me..?? Friends aren;t suppose to help anD trust each other....?? WaD a buncH of backstabberS...some of my closest friends have started to avoid me.. n it is so .....i can't express the feeling.. out... but .. i think some people should know how does it feel... ritez... To Be Continued...
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