My SecretS...N mY LiFe

TP Orientation

2007-04-21T11:34:00.000-07:00

hahas... Hey AS.. we are the best.. simply the BEST.. Orientation started on 17 April to 20 April..
everything went quite well..

My New Class : A7b6

Members : Pei Shan Kairos Boon Bin Joash Nadiah Fatinah Hwee Ying Kleo Mango Jerome Nigel and many many more
Sry if i didn't put yr name.. Alot sia..

Total : 23 people la..

I lyk my class alot la.. they were great.. hahas caring n thoughtful.. muahahas

The story ends here.. More is coming when i have the MOOD.. hahas.. jk jk.. soon.. tired le

Summary Of what i did

2007-04-15T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hello!! Sorry guys... i know very long never blog le. So came to blog once first. Anyway this is my current so call 'blogskin' temporary. Need to reconstruct my blog soon. Haha.. Oh.. Summary.. Eh.. hmm.. Ya.. I went genting with my lovable friends.. go amazing race... ppl who came to my house and play.. eh.. toots birthday.. eh.. alot alot alot of things la.. Haha... think the summary too short... Ok..............

Since u all think the summary is so short.. i shall tell u the whole experience that i had during these past 2 months in detailed...

But.. hais... i lazy la... =.- so eh u all wait la.. k.. Remember to visit my blog Hor!!!

Anyway these are my lovable friends : Evelyn Jian Cong Jun Pei Min min Yun qi Yu ren n Alex

I luv u guys so much.. had great fun in genting..

haha i will definitely blog the whole fun we had in genting soon.. so yea.. My story ends here today

Take care my love(friends) ones..

I'M BAcK!!!!

2006-12-01T00:11:00.000-08:00

Sorry.. Never Update for so long.. HEhe NOT FREE MAH... K today first of December.. er 8 months never blog le hor. By the way.. PEOPLE 17 December is my Birthday.. Haha. OKie. Mine O levels finish ler.. Now looking for job.. but i think made it in liao ha ha mworking soon.. Yeap.. Attending a Camp on the 5 Dec to 8 Dec. Shiork right.. Think after O levels.. I very relax liao. Ha ha. Don't you think so. So cool and good roght!! So many months of Holidays.. K la.. Today goin for Class BBQ at East Coast. Er.. Haven start yet but meeitng my Dar ( Val ) and Yan Kuang buy food and stuyys like this lo.. It starts at about 5 plus. Waiting.. waiting.. waiting.. HaHA.. These few days very boring.. Play Maple for weeks le.. Getting more sian.. Anybody got Sims 2 can lend me. I wanna play the game. They say it is a fun game.. yea fun fun fun. Think enough for the moment le.. brb Cya..

Its Still Not Over Yet......

2006-04-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

Its still not over yet. The conflicts... the friendship... that is so weakly bonded and might be dispersed soon.. Everybody... were very tired of these conflicts.. They just wouldn't settle it off.. I myself.. sometimes is tired and really feeling like giving up.. After all... i still got others to be with.. Rather i had spent most of mine times with this group of people... and neglect the others.. i'M so sorry.. but i just couldn't leave.. After all it is a 3-4 years friendship... Rather its difficult to put it down.. The sufferings.. i am graduationg soon and don wanna leave.. Gosh.. so tiring.. Todae wenT fot mine 2.4 road run.. Surprisingly i got 10 minutes plus.. didn't deprove so waevea.. No need to run.. graduationg soon... Went Mac with nicholas seng wei zeus and yuyue.. Cai Xin and Yiting went missing in the sea.. Couldn't find them... Got eaten up by those hungry fishes.. Then go mac and eat.. Saw many ppl.. seng yong jiawen jian cong and alex.. and many other ppl... Finally got a seat and then went to settle down and then buy food.. After that tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok and then still tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok and then eat finish and tok tok tok finish liao.. WEnt off to walk walk.. then go home lo.. Todae suppose to go outing one but later everybody sae cannot.. Its stupid lah.. Don like it at all... Then go home Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep until3 plus then father bring to eat and go ah ma house.. then play lay play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play play com lo.. very sian.. cannot go out lets hope that tml can go out.. Cya soon Bye bye..

MiNe HoPEs anD taRgeTs

2006-03-20T00:04:00.000-08:00

tatAh... i Am FinaLLy blOgginG reaGulaRly... hOpe thaT i cAn Go oN liKe This... todaY is The firsT the SecconD sChoOl teRm aNd wasn'T reaLly HappY wiTh toDaYs scHool Day.. Got BacK threE teSt papErs... woW wonderFul.. GuEss wAd!!!! i DiDn'T reaLly do WelL for MinE ExaMs.. expEcted it to BE laH.. MinE chEmistRy.. goT onlY 55.. ( wow GreaT ritE.. BaH! ) theN mIne sOciaL studiEs got ImproVemenT woR.. haHa i GoT a B4 ( yaY!! ) theN minE phYsics gOnnA B4 alSo hahA i Didnn"T expecT to pAsS miNE phYsiCs lO... My GraPh hoR alSO do Like alMosT wronG lO.. duNNo wHy.. i StudY for ChemIStrY ( thOugh did Not stuDy finisH ) buT i DId NOT stuDy for PhysiCs.. WherE the ExaMS shoWn thAt i diD beTter in MinE phYsiCs.. Wow I waS surpriseD lo... tHEn Now leFt wiTh biOlogY anD geoGraphy.. hoPe thaT i caN geT awaY with This tWo papErs.. HopEs... nOw wanna Share miNE hOpes.. i HopE wAd evEr thaT is MovIng noW wiLl moVe smooThlY.. ThouGh somE thinGs aRE noT yeT reaLly SEttleD.. ( Some PEopLe shouLD KNow This ) theN waNNa dO weLl for MinE miD yeaRS lo whICh wilL thuS liNk miNE TarGEts too.. HahA.. I waNna cOntinUE thiS CurreNt liFe anD nEveR wanNa geT aFFectEd.. ThaNks to Some PeoPle whO Had Cheer Me uP anD give GuidiaNCe to mE.. ( HeY duDes.. ThaNKs maN ).. TaRgeTs aR.. AhHa teLl You anD yoU woN Believe It.. i waNna taRget for 14 pointS foR mINe L1R5 anD 10 poinTs for L1B4.. hahA hopE thaT this caN reaLLy haPPen.. miracleS!!. ToDaE thouGh scHooL waS a Little siaN.. buT fUn waS duRing reCess anD aftEr schOol.. RecEss WaS witH Yi TinG caI xIn anD SenG weI... theN got Tok toK a LittlE bit.. theN saE sOmethinG untIl verY funnY anD saRcasTic.. SenG weI lo.. ( I dOn thiNK he Will Do thIS kINd of ThinGS.. aHhaHA.. ) theN After scHool I.. Yi TinG.. Cai Xin.. Yu YUe.. ZeUS... Ling Hui..wE weNt to CanteeN to Eat anD tOK craP anD plaY eacH othEr lO.. Some ThInGs reaLLy VerY funNy Lo.. Lols... ( riteZ.. Ppl.. aHhaha ) Now CurreNtly At fren hoUSe doIn proJEct worK ahAhha got WorK to Do liaO.. cyA.. GhaIst noR boglE shaU toU feaR... AdIOs...

MinE sAdnesS

2006-03-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

CoulD anyONe jusT teLl me WaD is haPpening. I FounD ouT thaT i SeldOm go out Now wiTh cErtaIn pEoplE.. I locKed mYselF at HomE.. whY..?? I feel tireD.. whIle noT blaMinG anyboDy... beCauSe of This.. I fouND ouT thaT i aM deProvinG.. sUddenlY i ForgeT everYthinG.. TimE reallY pasT thaT fasT.. No onE eveN knoW thaT we Are reaLl y SecondarY 4 liaO.. i waNna Go bacK to The pAsT.. TooBaD.. thErE is No chanCE for ThIs * MiRaclE* to HappeN.. mm.. ThiNKing Too MucH or Wad..i ReaLly duNno.. BuT waD i waNna dO is To cheRisH the Times TogetheR noW.. i HoPe thaT thiS wouLD gO On smooThly.. I juSt feeL thAt i Don BelonG heRe.. a PLace wiTh laughteRs anD smIlez.. eVen thoUGh PeopLe thiNks that i laUgh alOt.. somEtiMEs i reLly doN feEl likE laugHing.. buT i hAd tOo.. maYbe i woUld gO to A PlacE wiTh daRknesS and Hide myselF uP.. remaIn siLent anD never SmIle.. WiLL iT bE a Good idEa.. i reallY duNNo.. SchOOl TeRm staRts agaIn.. meanIng worK wiLl staRt to Increase and ThE nUmber of daYS to O leveLs has leSsen... AnD i ReaLLy dOn waNna It to HappeN.. LiFe... ThIs waD mINe liFe wIll be.. CoulD anyonE Or will anYone Can chanGe mINe lIfe.. Mine anSwer MayBE a NO... i ReaLly dUnno.. I couldn'T differenTiatE thinGS waD is RitE and Wad iS wronG.. I realLy duNno.. Life is haRsh aNd tiring.. SweetNess wOuldn't laSt long BUt the BitterNess wIll lasT theRe For a CertaiN anD longEr timE.. nobOdy KNows wAd Will HappeN.. YoU see Him HerE toDae u Will Not See hiM for The resT of the life neXt thE nexT day.. whY.. whY is it lIKE thaT... But We sTill Gonna CherisH ouR lifes and LiVe to The FullesT.. buT... But......wHO can HeLP me WiTh it tOo.. wHO wiLL be willIng to CompanY me And LiVE minE liFe to the FullesT.. tHInKINg ToO MucH AGaIN.. i WaNNna laUgh anD reaLLy lauGh ouT loUd but i coUldn'T.. noboDy couLD reallY unDerstaND me reaLLy.. But i reaLly hopE and SomedaY reallY fiND oNe Or two or Even thrEe who can understanD me betTER.. reaLly waNna thaT to HappenS.. sAddenS.. aND saDness is One thinG i goTta Sae That it IS diffIcult to Get Rid oFf..... ADioS..

THE COMPETITON

2005-12-15T18:39:00.000-08:00

hey.. i am back from KL coz of the choir competiton and know wad.. we obtained a silver A.. ohhhhhh yeaH to all The 32 members who had tried hard out there... hmm.. suffering from lots and lots of practice..unable to eat fried food and spicy stuffs.. and ya.. UNABLE to shout and toK verY loudly.. (HUITING very sad..) :(.. mm... it was actually very tiring..but after the competition.. we went party all round.. fooling around like crazY monkeys.. it was fun you know..and also a good experience to all of the members.. so next time we are able to do better in competitons like these.. The KL trip was a 5 days 4 nights trip.. there are lots of funny communications... such as the prankk call to other rooms.. it was so funny.. hmm.. dunno wad to tok leh... hmm.. but overall .. to me is a fun and good experience trip.. warkakaka...

FriEndS...

2005-11-15T04:35:00.000-08:00

haha.. so lOnG neVer bloG liAo.. coZ i dId noT waNt tO. NevEr knOw wanT to post Up in My blOg.. FinaLly i Now .. wiLl coNtinuE to stArt blOgginG...baD ThinGs in thE pasT.. hmm.. i will TrY to ForgeT.. but ObvioUs thE gOod meMories.. i will Keep It in My hearT deePly...no Matter waD... thIngs wEre goIn quiTe smOothlY laH.. exCepTs .. foR somE oBvious quarreLs agAin laH.. buT verY fasT it endEd of Course.... tIme pasT daMn fasT siA.. anoTheR monTh.. ThE foUrth yeaR of My scHooL is GoiN to StaRt.. encounterinG morE obstacles anD probleMs wiTh anYbodY..O leveLs alSo goiN to sTarT liaO.. hahA a feW hundred More DayS laH.. Now.. Life Is so.... hMMmm.. OKOK laH.. onlY havE to Be prepaRed for More ChoiR paRctice.. lo .. COmpeTitioN comIng le Wor.. ChoiR membERs JIA YOU!! wiTh deterMinatioN we Can do It on laH.. (hmm... HopE so) haha.. see You agaIn i will ContinUe.. NO TIME.. MUst do HomworK..

THE BAD DAY....

2005-09-06T23:47:00.000-07:00

berx...todae..is an unforgettable day... and maybe as well a verY sad.. day lah..... manY thingS jusT happeneded To faSt... I shaLL begIn wiF todaE ... which is the TuesdaY...todaE earlY morniNG go scHool companY yi TinG...sCoTt...rainEr...ZeuS...lianG jI...to School then After StaY in SchooL do HoomewoRk whilE waiting foR theIR POA lesSons to finisH lo.... after that Went to eaT .... actuallY suppOse to Go Singapore Post and eaT .... wiF yi TinG anD scoTt....then aftEr thaT theY don want theN go BAcK from SP .......gO to PS whiCH is haha Plaza SingapuRa...then Go eaT the MOS burger...goT peoplE....like EdY...JiaShI..SenG wEi...YuYuE...anD ZeUS...eaT finisH liaO theN wenT to WalK aroUND PS lo... then aftER that... EdY anD SenG weI neeD to Go baCk to SchOol CambodiA... (haiZ siAnz...verY little ppl liao...) then the reamining went to Hereen to walK walK lo... then After that go to CinEleisure anD waTCh MOVIE.... haha.... Called the LongesT Yard... a comedy shOW almosT like White Chicks bah... haha but it is verY funnY lahX.... then after that go home lo....then message people lo... then many thinGs happened lah... but i will not sae oUt lah...( privacY.....) then actually i feel verY sad and feel Dunno y lAh,..... painfuL... berX... but nevermind... lsh..... then after that.... halfwaY messaging peoplE .... i MeT up wiTh a caR accident.....wow... verY paIN leh....the heaD now StiLL hurTs alot...but My heaD injurY not that seriouS.. lah... noW... is woRRy mY fatheR.... he jusT bought thiS new MatriX car.....anD then Todae ... caR acciDent.... dunno how He feeL ... but can Feel that mY father .... is verY fustrated.... haiZ....theN tomorrow Got biologY competition ... dunno stiLL can Ta haN or NOt....then ChoiR alsO... thinK not SinginG baHx... reallY dunnO lahx...waD happeninG to Me... haha... Now saE abouT yesteRdaY... erm... yesterdaY ..oh ya ... goT slight fever...then neveR go to schooL... but then erm actually went to barbecue... haha at downtown east chalet...then COINCIDENCELY saw The NCC people lahx.... then thats y ... will see Ken ... Glenn.... and Leonad.... then yesterday quite Ok lah... fun lo... Drank a littlE of Hineken Beer then peopLe saY thaT i drunK liaO... haha ( i where got so fasT drunk onE) the Beer quiTe bitter lah but okok ...lo....then TO BE CONTINUED wan to sleep liao....

OraL...anD thE thinGs...

2005-08-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

berX... oraL was a Big messed uP todae..dunno wad to sae duriinG the oral lo...shiT laH.. thinK goin To fail lah.. mY invigilator Was Miss WONG lehx...haiz...but nevermind .. hope that MY oraL will paSs lo...theN beforE oraL start .. i the mOrninG... MdM wee Call Us ouT... ppL like Valerie Loh...Ying Mae... jocelyn Ng... Jun Jie.....mE.... anD leoNad..... saeing that we were selected to Enter the DebatinG comPetitIon... but dunnO y ..leHx... dON feel like ...dabate.. the feelIng is verY scarY... worsE then Oral... worse then Presenting soMething.. haiz.. preViouSly.. saeinG abouT backstabberS anD conflicts...Todae dunnO...waD to Sae...yA...oK i wIll staRt...liKe thiS...i reaLLy doN underStand wiTh soMe peOple...suddenLy..will ScolD me Or ignore Me theN afteR thaT happY haPPy plaYPlaY with Me...reallI dunnO...haiZ.. TheN alsO...y sOme peOple couLdn'T jusT waiT for hiS friendSSS.. to finiSH doIng thE stuFFs...theN sOme othEr peoPle wouLd reaLLy waiT for theM... haI two differEnt.. KInd of pEopLe..soMetimEs neeD heLP.. but couldn't geT helP...SometiMEs dunNo..Y somethinGs haS beeN botherinG me...anD i wanted asK it Out buT jusT couldn't...scarE thinGs wouLd juSt go wrOng...buT... eveN wiThoUT i asKing.. the PeoPle sholUld stIL be aBle to guEss waN... Ya ClariSSa ... This Is a SpeciaL messaGE for U .... HahA... loNG timE no See U .. MISses U lotS... thanKS foR everYtHinG..juSt coME to SchoOl anD visiTs us... HAha..

Conflicts..N StiLL Conflicts...

2005-08-20T22:26:00.000-07:00

BerX... conflicts are alwaYs happening around the School...but still i don realli like to have conflicts so that is Y i didn't care about some things..if i ka por go care about these things ... some people sure will sae me one...( backstabbers again..) where i don like it... yesterdaY ... really don knoW.. suddenly felt very helpless coz can't GET anY HELP from anybody...then cried lo... then after that just hack care.. then go sleep liao... then wake up at 4.30am.. to prepare myself...coz nobody wanted to help me wad.. see wad a helpless person.. trying to find help .. but couldn't... haiz... who cares.. nevermind...n NEVERMIND...lo...sometimes really can;t understand people one lehx.. aren;t friends suppose to help each other...haiz nevermind.. maybe i been thinking too much...then after that today went to school lo... after findinG mY school uNIforM...then reacH schooL about 7.40 luckily...then went to NUS for competition lo.. haiz the presentation was still ok... haha but the answring of the judges questions .. was like shit.. coz nobody know hoe to answer ... then onli fish tried to answer lo...after that see the Gerrie's group present.. then also almost the same same one.. cannot answer the judges questions.. haha.. after that went out of the theatre to tok... then tok alotalot of stuffs.. lahx... but almosts everything is about conflicts n conflicts n Conflicts.... dunno y this year got so many conflicts... y can't we all be peaceful n stay as united one... now is like a flat sand ... all separated one lor...haiz.. really dunno wad to sae about the thing lar.. but let me tell u all ... i won't care a single thing about the conflicts and stuffs...just go do wad i am suppose to do then can liao...after that we stay until one plus... lor.. then actually 12 plus must go for high five course . but cannot coz MissY tay wanna asK us to stay at NUS to learn our mistakes from better schools...that are presenting..then we stay lor.. so sorrY guYs for notgoing to the High fivE couRse..haha during the competition.. very coincidencely saw two of my high five cousres mates in the competition..Lim li Zhen n haha sorry forget the other one liao...then wait for the bus to fetch us go back lor... then in the bus.. fell asleep.. then someone e=went to go take pictures.. haiz...yo.. haha but very funny...reach Aljunied MRT station then go find Mr Jo with Fishy..Jocelyn ng...n Wang Boon..haha return the camera..haha ( camera got alot of our Pictures) then Mr JO lon pan us toMarine Parade...go walkwalk...then after that ..playplay lo...aiyo then come home liao.. but very stupid leh ... i went to take bus 55 to hougang one.. then sleep in bus .. sleep until reach toBISHAN interchange...then i was cursing and swearing lo.. go until so far.. haiz.. then take alot of time then reach back to SengkanG...then go eaT dinner.... haha western Food... verY nice..but full also.. sure Gain alot of weight one....haha so i write till here lahx... verY long liao..saYo...

THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness..

2005-08-19T23:46:00.000-07:00

THE PRESENT... Full Of Sadness N Lonliness...

After being friends...(good friends) many things just started to happened... backstabbing people... toking bad about friends.. quarelling... jus too many bad things happened...haiz... now i am Sec. 3 and the past few year and months...after promoting to the EXP. reali didn't know ... whether did i regret goin to EXP. or not...did misss the times beinh in NA. it was so much fun ... ( not saeing NA .oR EXP is bad) After being promoted ... i know many people had been toking bad about me .. keep backstabbing me.. include my closest friend..it really make me feel dissapointed and sad... They are the ones who encouraged me to go for it...and then they backstab me after i had promoted.. i really dunno wad did i do to make them backstab me...izzit because i had my new friends and i neglected them ... or becoz i was proud and show off to them.. And the fact is i dunno how to face them.. that is y i din't tok or mix around with them when i was in Sec.2... haiz ... this may be a misunderstanding..but still till Sec. 3 i suspected many people are still toking bad about me...backstabbing me...not only..that i still suspected some close friends of mY class this year are backstabbing..me .. but Y.. buncH of backstabbers...reali didn't know that all of this people would do this to me.. i may not be sure if those backstabbers are reali u all.. or not.. but i hope that all of u would be truthful to me.. and sae the things u don;t like about me infront of me.. u know..a person knowing that his closest friends had backstabbed him.. it is so painful and sad.. this person can't concentrate doing his work.. but keep thinking only y did u all wanted to tok bad the person or backstabbed...i reali gained no trust towards my friends..?? And Y dIdn;t they tried to trust me..?? Friends aren;t suppose to help anD trust each other....?? WaD a buncH of backstabberS...some of my closest friends have started to avoid me.. n it is so .....i can't express the feeling.. out... but .. i think some people should know how does it feel... ritez... To Be Continued...

THE PAST...MEMORIES

2005-08-14T20:14:00.000-07:00

THE PAST:

Started off with strangers...Everybody looks quiet and innocent...
Nobody dares to talk a single word.. Slowly... Days past... and Strangers...
Began to beCome friEnds.. slowly.. we talk more... slowly... we play together more...
slowly...we make fun of others...slowly..we started to trust our new friends... slowly...
we went to each others house to play...slowly...we began to do group projects...and then slowly.. we became good friends...These memories are unforgettable...and I WIll KeeP it Close tO mY hearT...i Hope no MatteR waD haD haPpeneD.. We are stiLl the Cute, InnoCents, ChilDisH, FunnY, Jokey, anD cloSe frIends... To Be Continued.....

TadaH.. todaE is The SundaY.. suppoSe to Be a Day for resting at Home anD not doIng anythiNg...buT todaE for me seeMs so Different.... GOing to different Places to Do waD i neeD to Do...Like The ChemistrY CompetitiON and The PrefecTs danCe... The PrefecTs DanCe waS a Last MinUte practice TodaE... anD i thiNk it was a verY coCked up practice ... verY little people came for it...But i thiNk its OKaee... i haD told The prefecTS... thE danCe for Tommorrow Audition...maY not Be successfUl... buT Still we haD the great Time for the Whole Day.. funnY danCe and jOkes.. hahaz..This Was Actually A so Called BondinG sessioN for thesE few prefects i haD with Me...thEY were fuunY anD eaSY goiNG laHx...But no Matter Don taKe so Seriously If we Didn't geT in...cOZ We kNow it IS a lat minutE dance Practice For verybody... This Few PrefecTS.. wanNA saE thaT u alL haD trieD youR best In LearniNg the Dance.. No matter waD... tried yoUr besT in everYthing...reaLly quitE happY laHx.. Then Todae haLfway of the Dance actually .... went to Singapore Post to meeT up With Fishy anD Jocelyn ng..to do up thE chemisTry coMpetitiOn..haHAz but Not mUCh thInGS doNe.. but still we would Tried ouR besT in all these ChemistrY comPetitiOn... HopE everYthing goes Well Lahx.. Tommorrow Is geography tesT .. And i Actually Thought I had Lost My textbooK... and it was actually With FishY.. haha ... so canNot leaRn GeographY lo.. Then JusT wait To faIl geOgraphy.. tml lahX..
so Need To go liaO ... Mummy ChasiNG me off bacK to Marine CrescEnt..liaO.. sayoNarA.. ByeBye..

2005-08-12T23:42:00.000-07:00

some daYs has past..teachers day is coming.. stressed again.. so much things need to do..haiz. the prefect dance... the class performance.... the choir performance for teachers day.. haiz... all items still not ready and the following monday and tuesday is the audition...really very scare and streessed about it..still... next week is like a TEST WEEK ...the following monday got Geography test... then tuesdaY got chinese test and then english test n then social studies test... then friday still got chemistry test....thne is like wau lau ... packed lor.. still got chemistry competition .... die die liao.....In school... still the ame thing lahx.. normal.... in school lor... only sometimes hear jokes then laugh ... if not sleeping in class liao....seldom really go joke with friends liao... days past by... making me more to be a quiter person.....Still have to sae....frenz are reali important..let see wat t say.....ok.... two days ago which was the wednesday...suppose to stay at home and study... but couldn't stop goin out so ... decided to go outings ... then they decided go eat sakae sushi..haha
then we go eat lo... too bad .... after i eat ... i went straight to the toilet and vomit wadeve i had eaten beforre.... see ... such a watse.... haiz.....then take photos... then many things happebed on that day.. lahx... On that day.. saw evelyn ... tootz... and minz.....went out together... so qiao.. haha.... then after that saw gunpin ( sorrie dunno how to spell) at funan mall.... isn't is cool... then thursday...haha went for school lo... tAAF club ran 12 rounds .... siao... i almost faintesd.... but nvm... still can take it lahx... haha.. todae.. worse... been a fool waiting for my friend tilll 7 plus bahx... then calll my friend...then he sae he reached home liao... hiaz,.... a fool is really a fool... i can;t blame others .... bakx.. hahax.....

2005-08-07T02:40:00.000-07:00

ta dah... hi everybody... sorry again for the late post...emm... so where did i stop at...?? ar huh... the school anniversary thingy... it is all over for the school anniversary stuffs ... n everybody did a great job.. haha thats wad i think lahx...so during the school anniversary day.. haiz many things happened la... n it is reali sadden n dissapointd to reali say it out to you all lahx.. (those ppl who r at singapore post should know wad had happened...) haha though it is like so long liao... but this kind of incident will not be forgotten from my memories inside my mind...haiz... it is a reali bad memory lahx... then that had happened in the afternoon than go back to school for anniversary liao.. that time was wow... busy ar... very body congcong mangmang one haha .. very cute one...after the whole anniversry ... i rush to eat dinner with my frenz at the kallang mac...then someone still angry...so go comfort him n tok to him lorx...but always hor this person hor won't reply one... only know how to sae dunno...this person also quite cutecute one.. redred rounrround..haha.. know him since secondary 1 one...quite close friendship bahx... can be trusted.. nice knowing him as a good friend lahx... but dunno y so many ppl quarrel lehx ... haiz...quarelling is reali no good... though the quarell may be over but the cold war is still on.. reali dunno wad to do... for me i will just go n tag along with this two groups n maybe just stay neutral lahx.. but maybe not.. depends on the situation haha.. dunno how to plan for futher outings with them next time lehx... reali made me feel so down lorx...then these few weeks quite slack lahx...always go out with my friends lahx... then in school haha epecially lessons time go orh orh (sleep) one...so always never listen to physics lessons... then test come... last minute study.. haha... then very funny one... i last minute then know the method to find pressure...jus before the test... haiz...think this physics test will flung again...i hav flung one test which is the moment n hope not to fail again ....but very scare lahx.. never fail my physics last time one lehx... after term 3 .. physic started to dropped alot...then this week the biology test hor... got 2 part one... one is miss quek teach the other one is mr johari teach one... then both paper is 20 marks n i only got 11 marks for mr johari topic test paper... n he wrote down PLS SEE ME... hoho i sure know something will soon happen.. haha but i haven go see him yet so i think he may forget one liao... But nevrmind i this holidays will erm... concentrate study on physics n biology... haha..erm.. for other subjects still ok worx.. can manage bahx... but jus hope that everything will soon be over lahx... haha for the frenz thing and the outings nehx... haiz... jus hope that everything will go as pernormal lahx.. reali don wanna see broken frindships around... mus be very hurt one...aiyo that that al lahx... this post i think is the longest of all lehx..haha..

2005-07-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

a new day has come again... school anniversary has coming very soon... and the thing is always no time ... to plAY N STUDY MY HOMEWORK... RESULTS has been dropping alot... I AM JUS A BIG SLACKER....reali can't stop slacking... hope to be the old jordan i was before..but i just can"t...i don reali dunno how to be back te old jordan i used to be before... june holidays....reali...ii think after i changed a little ... everybody just stay away from me...just stay away from me... it was very scary.. everybody like don are to tok to me liao..haiz...dunno wat to write... always quarrel with my friends... but dunno why also...ARHHHHHh!!!! jus wad the hack am i....who am i actually...aiyo maybe jus thinking to much...maybe... but jus wanna sae that i really hope that the relationship would last long... i reali want the relationship to go on and continue reali hope so.. but can it continue?? it all lies between them liao.. i reali don knnow lahx.. i think they jus don trust me...this is what i can sae...jus wanna hope nthat everything wold be over soon/.....

2005-07-10T14:12:00.001-07:00

heee .. sorry guys ... for not writing the blog for so long ... so now since i am free write sth for all of you..these days were very busy so been quite the wat lahx... jus wat clarissa say that i am solo.. haha i don think so lahx..maybe becoz of the camp... so i am sorry guys if i had neglected you or didn't tok to you or also maybe slcking all day round in school...after toking to clarissa i feel more relieved... maybe most problems had been solved but still SOME problems still can't be solved... i really don know wat to do.. sth had been blocking me from moving on..haiz ... friendships?...love?...Stressed?...Studies?...or family matters?...really don know wat to say... still waiting for someone who can share my thoughts..but still cannot find lehx... todae is minmin birthdAY.. SO hAPPy BIRTHDAY..ok haha best wishes to you..don feel stresssed or tired becoz of those things\..haha.. stay happy alwaays..kies..haha..emm. school anniversary is coming...many ppl will feel it will be though coz reharsals will be lots n lots lots... so everybody rest well..okae.. espcially XXXXXX..haha ... homwowrk alot lehx .. feel lik dieing..then exams alot... this monday...wednesday... n friday ... then monday also got english remedial until 4.15 liao.. ... verytiring ,... only got tuesday free..So very packed ... SASA ..i wanna to die liao.... emmm... (t_t) crying silver....

2005-06-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

didadida... everYthinG seeMs finE to EverYone... buT juS NO one actually FounD ouT whaT haD happeneD...saDDen anD alwaYs dissApoinTd agaIN..BrieflY teLL all ProgrAmmeS i HaD wiTh otherS... OBBD caMp waS greaT buT not aS great As NACLI camP... as the enthU..and team Spirit wAs lot more In it... And i Can feeL it Too!!! I duNno Y... buT NACLI caMP waS the BEsT camP i thiNK i HAD... The memorieS in It... I won't forgeT it..The thinGs anD the ProbleMs we All HAd ShareD... EverYthinG seeMs verY straight ForwaRd in ThE caMP.. NOt mICh woRRies During The CamP... But stiLL...DAMn IT .. I JUS CAN"T DESCRIBE IT OUT...I FEEL HURT... FUCKERS... BUNCH of FoolS and REALI FOOLS... I dnnO y ... but i Feel Like crYinG out LOUD nOW.....JUS no ONE wanNa listeN to IT... or maYbe IS parTly BEcoZ i dIDn'T one anYbodY to KNow... But iT realI hurtS in thE heaRt... U wannA saY out But Still No Dare to SaY ouT.. iT hurTS alOT... OUCHies.. OUCH n OUCH n OUCH... juS wanNA saY...ENOUGH IS ENOUGH .... WADEVA IS WADEVA ... BE HAPPY...no matter Where R u ... Jus be HappY...

2005-05-01T20:33:00.000-07:00

hahe...halF a month liaO ...verY lonG...so much things to saE..really misses alot of things ... and i am sorry for nit caring you ... i really hope that XXXX are reading my blog now....i am really sorry lahx okae... there is no time to tok to u also... rarely see each other in school .. ritez... haha nevermind .... forgive me...heehee... under a little stressed lahx... luckily chinese and english paper all over liao.. so can relax a little but the majors paper are still over yet so musn't give up.... emmm. jia you ... to everybody as weLL as myself laHx hahaz ..jus come over with the bad things jus now and the pass few days,... quarelling and ignoring of people for the past days make me so sian n tiring ...hahz... i really hope that i can sleep and not wake up... lo... now also worring about the obs thingy.... really hope my mummy would allow me go since my daddy has allow me go to the obs lo...haha...got so many of my frenz go so mus go..musn;t don go ... it is a MUST hahaz...get to over excited abot it liao..heehee

2005-04-10T20:03:00.000-07:00

hahZ...i bacK agaIN to WritE posT la... everYthinG wenT quiTe weLl buT noT foR AlL...okae... SYF got SilVer thaT a gooD thinG i Have to Sae coZ we Tried Our verY best in thiS comPetitioN
so is Not bAd lIAO...HAve to thankS to the Sec Fours Who Are goiN liAo n GraduatinG liAo...all the Best foR youR O LEVELS....okokoK..HAhaz.... then resulTs for Common Test WaS okok LAHX ...still got wat LehX ..HAHA coz very rush noW..Haha...yupp....YesterdaY went to watCh the EYE 10 ... quite ok CAn laUgh then Can ShouT ...got aloT to Sae on the Movie laHx... goiN to Sat aboUT it tmL with FishY hahaz...wenT to WatcH wiTh YonG,AleX,Jia Wen,Zi yING ae well as Me og CoursE Haahz... All thIS are HAppy THinGs then i hAVE BAD thinGS to say alsO... i AM VerY saD n Disapointed With Some PeopLE laHx...doN telL you WhO... As weLL as doN teLL you Y...coZ somE thinGS MANY of Us can"T underStand LAhx...i Am ALSo unDer StressEd... LIKe the BIolOgY lo.. Still TEsT tmL...leHxx ... me VerY ke Lian... HAHAz...nVm.. LAhx trY to Go on With LIFE liKe thiS lo... i THINK i CaN maKE it One LAHx.. HAHAZ.. riTez everYboDY...HEhe SelF molTIvAtioN... LAhx...

2005-03-06T15:42:00.000-08:00

wow finally sundaY and Tml will Be the cHINESE and A maThs exAm liaO hahAz...scarE woRxx hahaZ but neverminD..lah..thanKs yoU carinG so muCh woRxx..hahaZ but i alsO dunnO waT t SaY laHx... but NeverminD...yEa for mE as I finally not ScarE of eugenEs big bully Dog hahaz..now i then now that the dog quite friendly woRx but golden still More friendLY laHx haha....ritEz.on thE 5 of marcH i, maomao,maosao,bean sprout,priss,zooozs as well as fat papa went to eugene housE.. coz His birthDaY wat..haahz we wenT to HIs housE n PLay the games We verY lonG neveR plaY liaO for 2 yeaRS liaO then we WenT to thE plaYgrounD we nevr gO plaY for so long liaO like foe aboUT 2 years alsO haaZ...then we GO palY alOT of thosE siaO siaO games Then we stiLL plaY truE or darE haahZ ...noT childisH woRx hahaZ so trY anD play laHx hahaZ theN we go BAck To his beautifUL housE and PLay poker carDS and PLAy with His comPuteR haahZ fun worxx..then we go celeBrate his BirthdaY..eaT the cheesecakes... verY fattening woRx tml go back to school sure gain weight one ...hahaZ ...

2005-03-04T20:51:00.000-08:00

hahaz exams are goin to be over liao......only left a maths test...haha todae very early write blog always very late then write one lehx hahaz... evelyn yesterday sick she never come hahaz mus take care worx... maria will serve u always haah... yeaterday our class got new sitting arrangement ...hahaz two table stick together... lucky i sit wid k4 and not the siSsy... or else i will die. hahaz .....todae still same thing go to school then go for choir....then i go and makan with cong pei evelyn misssy fuji apple (renz) alex ReXxxx...hahaz we Eat roti Prata hahaz then the pei cannot eat finish then i asK me to eaT aiyo make me feel like i gaining weight liao...todae i went to eugene house with ....z0os, mao sao, priiss, maomao,bean sprout.....n also the fat papa....haha todae quite fun lahx...play play play bu never study sure die die die oneone hahaz ... todae never go out with valval to k box n evelyn and the rest to the east coast park realli very sorri lehx haha i next time pei u all go out lahxx hahaz....very long never go roller blating liao hahaz...as well as ice skating lehx........................ i very sadd sadd lehx i scare scare also dunno y got the sudden feeling that i willl lost allot of my things like my frensz n my memory of doin many things with all of my frenz...sadden by the person that i respect most dunno how to face hiim lehx...i reali dunno wat to do lo.. should i reali give up or jus wait n wait... is very tiring lehx all this make me feel like crying all the thing that i do has be forgotten by the person...dissapointed me dunno really wat to do...but i thnk i will have the determination to waiot n wait n wait n wait lahx rites.....i will always jus wait lahx .... so aiya write until here very long lehx kies.. hha byebye.........

2005-02-27T00:30:00.000-08:00

ha Ha ,.... TodaE theN Update my BloG haha Sorreei GuyS.... hahAZ Two daYS ago Is my MAths Test was on The 25 of feB ...verY ok the lAhx but that was damn Damn stressEd woRx... then now Studying For BiologY coz tmL got bioloGt wor mus geT at leasT A2 then can if not Sure Die One.... Chinese New YEar over LEhx then Valentine Day also Over... i bought evelyN and Valerie Presents... haha n the rest of them i bought LollipoP for Them Hahaz... i ownself also goT loLLipoP ,... the verY big big one hahaz ... so shuang haha... thank you guyS....
fridAY GOT CHOIR ended late then go makan with evelyn tootz cong pei renz alex kheng boon dunno got forget anybody or not hahaz sorry If never write your nAme HAhz... then overthere i met jocelyn ng kris miss cheong and the rest coz they debate lose but nevermind i still think they are the best Hahaz... then yesterdaY alsO got ChoiR till 12 noon then after that i went to meet Jasmine, MakuChi, and renz n pei also then we go aleX house plaY manjong hahaz but lose alot of money alot alot of money but nevermind next time play mus combine with people... hahaz... when we plaY manjong got jian cong evelyn alex renz tootz pei jasmine yun qi plus me hahaz play till 8 plus then i go home lehx then todae i wake at 11 plus then play computer then i study a little of biologY then went to cook maggi mee for myself to eat...haahz now i at grandma House playing computer while studying My bioLogY haahz very fun lehx... next next week got a- maths test very sianz one lehx haha but nevemind lahx.... write until here lahx . next time got time then write again...

2005-02-09T17:07:00.000-08:00

haha yea.... today is ChineseNew YeaR... happY chinESe nEW yeaR to aLL of My frenZ as weLL as ex frenz And relativeS laHx... sad To sad C.... laI went to MAlaysia n i send her somE regards ... but dunno she recieved oR not lehx hahaz neverminD laHX wat i caN do is To send Regards lor RiteZ hahaZ today neveR collecT mucH honG baO laHX a little A litle lOR but ok 1 hong baO the amount is Bigbig one Lehx HAhaz so IIS ok One LAHX todae when to 3 PLaces to collect HonG baO... tmL lehx goiN to TEachers houSe to wisH her Chinese New Year hahaz see i n the resT of mYY frenz so gooD like Jun peI, evelyn, yuren n alex n sengyong baHX haha yup...
yesterdaY was New Year eve... in schOOl til 10 plus coz got lessons till 840am then go perform liao,... quite scary lehx but sitll ok lahx haha after that go prefect room dunno do the chinese tradition the thing lahx dunno wat it is call as hahaz.. sorrY ar... later me , jun pei, yuren, alex, sengyong went to bugis n meet the girls n we went to eat LucH haha then we went to pray then go queensway N company JUN pei buy something at that time Only me n Yuren company hiM hahaz quite boring lahx ..ahaha =X hehehe...after that was about 3 plus took a bus 51 went home hahaz till 345pm on the bus Ren was sleeping with its body [whole] on the veryvery backback seat haha very funny lehx while he is sleeping me n pei was toking about other thing lahx haha.... then reach till eunos n then took bus 13 went home lor .... till today something still bothereing me Lehx ... but i can't express how i feel That waY leHX... dunno y... i remember i cried a few days ago only coz about the flower thing lo haiz ... bothers me alot actually .. dunno wat t do leHX.. scare ahe wiLL do somEthinG baD to the others leHx haahaz but nevermind lAhx hope nothing will happened to the all Of us LAhx...coz Chinese nEw year leHX mus be Lucky lucky onE ritez nothing baD will happened to US baHX ..... yaHx this IS it LA hahaz...

2005-02-03T20:35:00.000-08:00

heW....anotheR loneLy,miseraBle daY has pasS, am I ritez To Say thaT hahAz...managed to know hoW tO do The Bio tesT haahZ... tmL chinese SiaNz so FAsT coMMon TesT everYbodY startEd to geT harDworKinG... i haVe not staRted yeT...verI scaRy xleHX...buT nvM laHX.. sayiNG aBt todaY... i waS laTE for My TaF clUb trAininG anD waS punishEd to RuN 10 rounDs woW... verY xin cu xleHx after thaT went Foe Bio teSt then Went FoR PE AND RUN another FOUR rounds Tiring... ( haHA SlackER ) theN wenT for A mathS tesT whicH can FaiL alsO lehX laHX... then ChemistrY lessOns went To LaBoratorY n i waS sleepiNG wheN mISS TAY was TeachinG haha LuvkY she NervER scolD me HAHaZ... GuesS waT.. she Told Us thaT ppL got SteaL laB the Apparatus hhaZ... childisH riTez... stIll the Apparatus DunnO do WAT... the apparatuS got thE 3 LighteR n BEakerS to...woW...aftEr thaT goT phYsiCS theN the EngliSH lOH... LessoNS untiL verY late coz Todae Is ThursdaY a tiring DaY hahAZ...coMmoN tesT is TmL liaO hopE everYbodY w8ill PasT laHx.....okAe hahAZ...

2005-02-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

waH.... finaLLy a daY has past agaiN n tmL is the Prefects InvestiturE hahAz verY nervoUs lehX.. todaE waS a Not reaLi okAe daY laHx.... sEe manY ppL can scolDing make me feeL worried for THem likE conG n ALeX taN... alsO make me FeeL verY scarE of HeR leHx, duNno leHx i Phobia againsT heR hahaZ... theN todaY the ReharSaL wS okaE laHx...aftEr reharsaLs after thaT go helP mIsS salIna n The eve Fold PapeR n Cut the PicutreS ouT hahz ( Maria's job that y i mus Help HahaZ ) after That cominG bacK homE that tiME witH the rest of my frenZ goT a So caLl quarrel wiTh peI laHx got AngRY n SalD someThing BaD hahAZ... ( sorrI oK, don meaN it HAhaZ hope U forgiVe lAhX )... caMe home I baTh n eaT n Then SlacK.... UntiL SOMEBODY call me AnD asK me To Call aLl prefeCTs to TeLl Them Got Watever thingY HAHaz.... LuckY goT kaH hUei, JiejIE, CailiNg to help Me or else I sure will DIe oNe laHx... hAhaz...finish liaO i SlacK again N thinK Myself verY boring so Secretly wiThouT my AunTie permission Use the Com n write somethinG on Here Lo hAhaz... evil RiteZ haha... LAter Plan To FinisH mY englisH hOmewoRk n then Slack n Sleep leHx... don Feel Like Studying The Test on thUrsdaY... n ThaT is I will Nit learnT hahaZ.... wOw. tmL got choiR have To sTay bacK latE latE sure Die lIAO hhaz.. ( not Offending anybody ar... Hees Okies ) ai7ya write until here lAhx tmL then TRY to wite new One HAhaz ... see U

2005-02-01T00:26:00.000-08:00

hahZ weLcome back now is 12.13am on the tuesdaY, 1 Feb 2005 so fast wo... one month has past... hahaz really really i should say wo many many many extreme many things had changed n happened to me n other ppl which change really the whole persONal feeLing leHx haahAZ ... really Dunno how to Deacribe lEhX, thinK About MAny mANy deepDeep things will MAke Me feel More Sick lehxx sianZ.. haiz.. haahz dunno wat to do now lehx don fel like Sleeping leHX dunno wat will i oCCur in School later in the morning laterat about 6++ hahaaz... saying about the feeling wo .... dunno y i feel more unable to tok to ppl lehx dunno y..... feeling like toking to the Person but i don dare to TOk to the person leHx hahaz....frenz Around me had occured baD thingS liaO only dunnO when will It occur on me lehX , or it has happened to me liao but i can't feel it only .. i really dunno.. i can;t concentrate study lehx i really verY scare... no one is Guiding me dunno wat to do nexT... i can't express feeling to my frenZs leHx haha dunno Y ... ai yA really i reaally dunno wat i wan ti say lo... caNnot cry or feel saD in School one lehX dunno why.. think should be my owN perSoonal feelignS is like that BAhx haha... too bad lahx my frenz is the othe rway round one lehx ritez ev.... hahaz (don get angry wo HAha) jus now feel verY siaN i go hear the avril's song called the my happy ending izzit should be bahx ... nice song ..really nice hahaz.... wahxx.. now already 12.26 liao don write liao,... but remember to taG me after reading wo ok HAHAz buaIxx go sleeP first later 4 hous later then wake up haahz hee evil laugh... use to much brain juice lEhxx typE n thinK for 20 minsutes hAHAz see u Buai.....

2005-01-31T23:57:00.000-08:00

hahZ weLcome mySelzF back o TYhiSz plaCe hahAZ.. sincE it hAs beeN more tHan 5 weEks neveR come And Update , sinCe now Got i timE i undate HAAZaz... Reaalllyyyy....veeeerrriiii guyyyyyyyssss for waiting mY new Updates laHxx.... thISS few Days quiTe busY that, y laHx hahaZ StressED laHX hahaz Quite ok LAHX i feeLS but Dunno when Will Start cryinG maybe After gettinG my commOn tesT resulTS n See more Cs n Ds than As or Bs.... hahaz...haiZ... though scHool may lOOk very liFely to ME it IS actuallY a Very DarK n QuiteT plAce ... HAHAz wat am I tokIng .... SIao.. HAhaha... todaY jus came bAcK from The Bugis placE with Eve, Renz n Cong haha went to Buy some Staffs for Some speciaL peoplE in School HAAHz..cannoT saY out Who is it...afteer ThaT i went To Type Out some PrEfecTS stufffs , until now Still don HAvE time To Do my homeworK laHxzz diE liaO.... AHAhaz....Now iS 11.56pm on MondaY goin to Tuesday Hahaz .... i will Write in the next 5 mins latEr.. haha see U hahz....

2005-01-31T11:57:00.000-08:00

Christmas Just Over....

2004-12-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

Hahz... Had a GoOd ChrisTmas oN thE 23 tO 25 oF DeCeMbeR hahaz... makinG fuN of maNy peOplE ,excHangE preseNts at Mdm's hoUsE hahaZ..sO coOl fiRst TimE do leHxx...

FeElinG likE cRyinG on OnE daY, feeLinG saD n NeGlecteD...haIz now I underStanD y mY frenZ becaMe liKe thaT..QuitE a feW prObleMS thaT is stiLL unaBle To soLvE.. walAU verY horrIblE loX...

ChoiR comINg liaO.. hahaZ it wilL be FuN hahz goT quitE a feW peoPLe caN jokE arounD hahaz...noW christmaS over...so now WishinG everYbodY a HappY neW YeaR daY.. hahaz..

2004-12-23T01:36:00.000-08:00

TodaY , reGistratioN dO untIl verY tireD very resTless... can diE liaO onE,noT a Very gooD daY manY rumors abouT someThinGs thaT botherS me aloT lahx caNnoT expResS ouT...verY tirinG thiNKing abouT thIs kinD oF pRoblems...

hahAz buT stIll cHristmaS comIng liaO so alSo quitE gooD lehx inVited manY oF mY fRenz to Come likE sEngYong JianConG EveLyN AleX Jun PeI ClarIsSA N manY moRE baHx shoulD laHx hahAz.....

SChoOl comINg liaO woRxx haiZ ... TodaY muS wisH JIancOng a HappY BirtHday hahaz and sanee too.. hahaz.. jus celebrate seng yonG birthdaY, nexT mine , nexT was Jian conG (TOdaY) and i think nExt woUlD junPei yuP thaT riteZ..

NexT yeaR muSt worK harD liaO haV to ForGet mY dReaMgiRl liaO but Scare caNnoT foRget so HoW......haiZ.... sCacrificE alL i CAn loHxx hahaZ...